Im having kind of a hard time.
I take that back IM HAVING A HARD TIME !!! I'm coming to that point in my life and in motherhood that we are done... having.kids! Boo! I know, you might think 2 is enough for me. Or that's great, not better time to transition but I LOVE BEING a MOMMA!! As crazy as things are sometimes I love the insanity and, I love the smiles and the laughs
And the silly faces!
And the crying.... I love it all. I've been either pregnant, or nursing for the last 6.5 years and I kind of feel like this is a death to me so to speak. I really don't know what to do with that. My husband on the other hand is ready to travel the world, which I am too but, but, but! There is always the BUT!
There are things we both- Aaron and I want to do. Aaron needs to go back to school and finish. I want to fulfill a dream of mine and become a cosmetologist. We, want to make sure we have individual time for our kids. Aaron has been pressing that issue firmly, which I totally get. There is something about that bond between mother and child wether boy or girl. From the time you conceive to the moment you give birth. To that first feeding to the last diaper change. From the first steps to the pulling off the training wheels off the bike. It seriously has been a joy to be have been blessed and gifted these children from God Almighty!! I don't know maybe God has one more in store for us down the road or maybe even adopting. What I do know is next to being Gods girl and being Aaron wife I've never been as blessed as I have been being a mother and absolutely loving every moment.
~Kristina~
