September 30th Devotion

In Acts chapter 1, the men have a meeting, discussing the aftermath of Jesus crucifixion. Peter explains to the men that Judas the traitor betrayed Jesus but that plan was in the will of God. Sometimes God uses bad people to fulfill the will of God. We will never understand it but what true in Gods word, his will be done. After Judas's death they had to replace him, before they choose someone else they had benn joined to them about 120 belivers in Christ in prayer prior to nominatinating someone. They sought after God to decided who would be the best choice as a apostle of Jesus. They then continued in prayer, fervently about the right choosing of the next Apostle. My question about chapter 1 in verse 25, where has Judas presumebly gone? Did the disciples still not have faith about Jesus being resurrected? What are casting out lots? takeaway- Be fervent in prayer when making big decisions without ceasing. Acts 2-

In the 1st book of Matthew

I learned that God had a plan for where he wanted Mary and Joseph to go, with Baby Jesus. They were obedient in his command and he kept them safe. How are we being obedient today?

FAMILY reflection

I have been deeply pondering what family means. I always have. Family is very important to me. Always has been. But I as a human take things for granted and so I have also taken people for granted. I have experinced 2 deaths in my immediate extend family in the last 18 months. To me that is just not something normal. Sure, death is normal but you know, grieving is not something you go through everyday. It is painful. I lost my grandfather 18 months ago. And I just lost my cousin 3 weeks ago. And what you should have done or been more intentful about always crosses your mind. Something to reflect on. Always be intentional, you will live with the regret that you didn't give it all you had. It's totally worth it to go the extra mile for other people. You should always be kind to others because the person who you may have mistreated (make you wonder if the mistreatment was worth it) may and will be the one ( and only ) who will advocate for you in your most needed hour.

Peronsality Test

I took a personality test and I got my results back as a ISFJ. I am a natural defender. I will highlight some aspects of my personality on this post. If you are intrested in taking the perosnality and test and let me know your results. click here The ISFJ personality type is quite unique, as many of their qualities defy the definition of their individual traits. Though possessing the Feeling (F) trait, ISFJs have excellent analytical abilities; though Introverted (I), they have well-developed people skills and robust social relationships; and though they are a Judging (J) type, ISFJs are often receptive to change and new ideas. As with so many things, people with the ISFJ personality type are more than the sum of their parts, and it is the way they use these strengths that defines who they are. ISFJs are true altruists, meeting kindness with kindness-in-excess and engaging the work and people they believe in with enthusiasm and generosity. Combining the best of tradition and the desire to do good, ISFJs are found in lines of work with a sense of history behind them, such as medicine, academics and charitable social work. ISFJs take their responsibilities personally, consistently going above and beyond, doing everything they can to exceed expectations and delight others, at work and at home. Naturally social, an odd quality for Introverts, ISFJs utilize excellent memories not to retain data and trivia, but to remember people, and details about their lives. When it comes to gift-giving, ISFJs have no equal, using their imagination and natural sensitivity to express their generosity in ways that touch the hearts of their recipients. While this is certainly true of their coworkers, whom people with the ISFJ personality type often consider their personal friends, it is in family that their expressions of affection fully bloom. Supportive – ISFJs are the universal helpers, sharing their knowledge, experience, time and energy with anyone who needs it, and all the more so with friends and family. People with this personality type strive for win-win situations, choosing empathy over judgment whenever possible. Reliable and Patient – Rather than offering sporadic, excited rushes that leave things half finished, ISFJs are meticulous and careful, taking a steady approach and bending with the needs of the situation just enough to accomplish their end goals. ISFJs not only ensure that things are done to the highest standard, but often go well beyond what is required. Imaginative and Observant – ISFJs are very imaginative, and use this quality as an accessory to empathy, observing others' emotional states and seeing things from their perspective. With their feet firmly planted on the ground, it is a very practical imagination, though they do find things quite fascinating and inspiring. Enthusiastic – When the goal is right, ISFJs take all this support, reliability and imagination and apply it to something they believe will make a difference in people's lives – whether fighting poverty with a global initiative or simply making a customer's day. Loyal and Hard-Working – Given a little time, this enthusiasm grows into loyalty – ISFJ personalities often form an emotional attachment to the ideas and organizations they've dedicated themselves to. Anything short of meeting their obligations with good, hard work fails their own expectations. Good Practical Skills – The best part is, ISFJs have the practical sense to actually do something with all this altruism. If mundane, routine tasks are what need to be done, ISFJs can see the beauty and harmony that they create, because they know that it helps them to care for their friends, family, and anyone else who needs it. When it comes to romantic relationships, ISFJs' kindness grows into a joy that is only found in taking care of their family and home, in being there for emotional and practical support whenever it's needed. Home is where the heart is for people with the ISFJ personality type, and in no other area of their lives do they strive with such dedication to create the harmony and beauty they wish to see in the world. ISFJs' unbearable shyness means it can take a long time to reach this point. ISFJs are most attractive when they are simply being themselves in a comfortable environment such as work, where their natural flow shows this kindness and dedication. Relationships built on established familiarity are a warm prospect for ISFJs – they take dating seriously and only enter into relationships that have a real chance of lasting a lifetime. ISFJ personalities can value the idea of committed romance almost as highly as some regard religious beliefs. People with this personality type take no greater joy than in pleasing others, often even considering this a personal duty, and this applies to intimacy as well. While dutiful sex may not sound especially attractive in those specific terms, intimacy is tremendously important to ISFJs, and they spare no effort in this department. Nor is the pleasure they take in ensuring their partners' happiness limited to the bedroom – ISFJs spend an enormous amount of time and energy finding ways to keep their relationship satisfying for their partners. All they ask in return is commitment, love and, perhaps most of all, appreciation. ISFJs enjoy spending time with most other types of people. The love to observe people's reactions and emotions in situations, and so enjoy being around diverse types of people. The ISFJ usually remains reserved around others, and does not open up very much. However, since they have a need to talk things over with others in order to make decisions, they do really need some close confidantes in their life. Their preference for these companions are other Sensing Feeling Judgers. They really enjoy and respect the company of Intuitive Feelers as well, but are not able to relate to them quite as well. Friends of the ISFJ will value them for their warmth, dependability, depth of emotional awareness and understanding ISFJs are trustworthy, loyal, loving and faithful and nothing brings them more joy than the commitment of an appreciative and thriving relationship. The best matches are those who share these sensibilities, namely those who share the Observant (S) trait, with one or two opposing traits to ensure that both partners have room to grow, develop and help each other along, 'til the end of their days. It makes sense then that most of ISFJs' friends are made not by random encounters on a wild night out, but through comfortable and consistent contact, as in class or in the workplace where they have the time to get to know each other little by little. ISFJs need a lot of positive feedback, and admitting this need certainly shows vulnerability, but if that vulnerability is well handled, it creates the deep bonds that ISFJ personalities look for. If badly handled or not reciprocated, it's hard to see the burgeoning friendship surviving without quite a bit of extra effort. The real friends, those close inner circles, are the ones ISFJs truly cherish for their quality of character and quality of discussion. Strangely for an Observant (S) type, ISFJs almost always have an Intuitive (N) friend among them, despite the implicit communication barriers. It's really not that odd though – these close friends are who ISFJs discuss deeper, more important matters with, and the quality of thought that Intuitives bring with them gives ISFJs' an impression of limitless depth, mystery and wisdom. People with the ISFJ personality type aren't particularly picky about what personality types they make friends with, at least not initially, but because they prefer so strongly to avoid conflict and miscommunication, most of their friends end up being fairly similar types – fellow Introverted and Extraverted Feeling Sentinels (ISFJ and ESFJ). Thinking types are simply too critical, and Prospecting types too unreliable to really be able to provide, and receive, the kind of support and affinity ISFJs look for ISFJs' warmth and care make parenting something that often comes naturally to them. Many people with this personality type feel like parenting is the task they were born for, taking no small pleasure in the sense of personal importance and responsibility they feel in ensuring that their children grow up to be healthy, confident and successful. At the same time, ISFJs are anything but arrogant, and will hardly take their natural skill in this department for granted. Respecting tradition and security, ISFJs have no problem with the idea of moving along in a structured hierarchy, and while they may not always seek out these managerial positions, they fill them well. ISFJs are well-tuned to others' emotions and have a strong sense of practicality, extending their own ability to get things done to their teams. Where ISFJs struggle is in generating new ideas and in grasping abstract concepts – fields like academic research and corporate strategy are too intangible and too impersonal to utilize ISFJs' strengths. Similar challenges arise in more typical careers when changes are forced through by ISFJs' employers – advance warning and a proper explanation can help to smooth the shock, but if the changes cut back on things like the quality of customer service, it can feel like a betrayal in the face of their loyalty and dedication. Strong, well-developed institutions alongside like-minded friends are attractive workplaces for people with the ISFJ personality type, and careers as nurses, elementary school teachers and social and religious workers are attractive options. Sometimes the desire to help others is enough in itself – it's not uncommon to find ISFJs volunteering and helping the community at shelters, food banks and their children's schools. ISFJs are warm, service-oriented people, and hardly anyone is more welcome in these (and many, many other) roles.

Ephesians 6 :10-18

Ephesians 6:10-18English Standard Version (ESV)

The Whole Armor of God

10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. 11 Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil.12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. 13 Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. 14 Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, 15 and, as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace. 16 In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one;17 and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, 18 praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints,

GOD IS REAL! Satan is his foot stool.

Spirtual Warfare is real. I sat in a room a few days ago, where I literally saw Spirtual Warfare, play out in front of my face. In my experience Spirtual Warfare is played out very subtly, you don't notice it right away, we see it in pain, struggle, defeat, heartache. But I watched with my eyes, how both Satan and God were in what almost felt like a physcial battle. I have never witnessed in such a physcial way before. I have seen God personally work in my life but to see GOD fight a battle with Satan, the great deciever, personally and as if, physcially in front of me, is I can't even sit here and explain it. I just know that God is always at work. God is EVER faithful and his words are true and will last eternity. God knew exactly what was going to happen that day and he had a plan. He actually rearranged the plan purposely. He physically revealed how evil Satan is and he also revealed himself and showed how MIGHTY and POWERFUL he is in all things. In Ephesians 6:17 Paul instructs us to take the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God. When we speak the Word of God out of our mouths, it serves as a weapon that cuts through every evil plot of the enemy. THE WORD of God was spoken on this day and it literally cut through every attempt that Satan had planned. GOD WON and he always does. God has the victory and he always does. God is real. God will reign forever, and there is no other way. God says he is the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. God was triumph as it is written. Eph 5 :11- 13 Take no part in the worthless deeds of evil and darkness; instead, expose them. 12 It is shameful even to talk about the things that ungodly people do in secret. 13 But their evil intentions will be exposed when the light shines on them, 14 for the light makes everything visible. Bear the armor of God and the Satan will Flee and he did. Eph 6:12 For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places. <

God is REAL

I'm not sure how you can go thru life and NOT see the Glory that God displays.  His presence is ever changing and LOUD and beautiful simultaneously.

About me

I decided to start this blog because, I don't want a day to go by and absoultely can't remeber something that was memorable in the child rearing year's. Family and Memories are really important to me. This is my life the best way I can explain it.~~ I’m a deep,sensitive daydreamer whos head can be in the clouds at times. I’m laid back and calm also. I Love spending time with family & friends, and usually just go with whatever they want to do. I’m emotionally inclined I feel things deeply and strongly. I love easily, laugh easily, cry easily. I’m extremely loyal, to my close friends and family they can always count on me to be there for them.I devote myself to them completely. Sometimes, I love to just kick back and have a good time with family and friends. I can be light and fun at times, and other times deep and introverted. It depends on my mood. Sometimes I throw people off with my random changes in disposition, but I think my family and friends love me for who I am in the end. I can be strong and determined. I’m not afraid to take risks. I love God first, I love Aaron Dearly and I love being a mom every single day of My “ALOMST PERFECT” life! ~~