Discouraged, Unmotivated, Tired

I need to snap out if it!! But I can't. It feels like I have been struggling with losing weight all of my early 20's. It is such a task. Aggravating- I don't like working out, I rather be doing something else. Reality, I know it is good for my body and I feel better about myself. I was looking at a record keeper of my weight the other day and it said that I weighed 188 lbs 2/5/2008 wow! wow! wow! was all I could say when I saw that. Keep in mind now that I had Gabrielle September 2007 and I was nursing and craving sweets and easily put on 20 lbs right after having her. I had never experienced cravings as I did being pregnant as oppose to having her postpartum. Yes, I learned my lesson...I hope! I was very emotional and hormonal during that period. I am proud to say I currently weigh 158 lbs and hope for that number to continue to drop. Keep going me...Keep going!!