I know .....

that I've been a bit hormonal and emotional when I post lately but what can I say these last few months have been a controlled roller coaster in my mind anyway. I've been trying to remain optimistic about all the stresses I knew would come and I still am. I'm trusting God, I'm trying very hard, I have to be honest. My spiritual relationship as if you would imagine has not been quite the same since we moved away. It takes time to find new friends and a new church that you feel like the Lord wants you at. We have tried out a second church near our home closer than the last one we tried out and we like it. We will try it out until we feel Spirit led to move on or continue to attend.

A little update with what is up with us these past few weeks: I've been researching this area for things to do for us as a family, for the kids, for me to find a doctor to deliver my baby (that right there is another post), trying to figure out what we are going to do with Ava going to school. churches, researching issues regarding our renters- we have a had a few issues with them unnecessary !!! Researching things for our home here. Just busy- I feel like our life has become more STRESSFUL in a sense now than it was before we moved. Even though I had more responsibilities to actually physically do back when we lived in Hampton Rds as opposed to now. I have alot of things to actually really think about and make the best decscions on and to me I feel has been more stressful than the physical to do. Anyway, my biggest descion we have to make and VERY soon is :


Where Ava will go to school - having second thoughts about sending her to public, actually I have already had these feelings but I think they clicked with Aaron so whatever his decision is right now we are talking private at least for a yr until I can get on my feet with being in this new area, finding some more resources home school related, and just literally will be having a baby RIGHT when she goes to school. SIGH.....

The other decision is finding the right Doctor to deliver my baby- this is a very big deal to me bigger it seems to me than others. I will make a more detailed post on both of these big decision hopefully later today.